check out my 100th post.
i just reread all my post.seems that all my post are either complaining about parents or about a girl.lolol..i been updating less lately.i didnt forget u yet.my hearts melt when ever i see you..sounds nice.but nah.i still care, i really do.not that i know the reason of..the old me would have said," its okay.i done my part..let her live her life happily. i would be happy for her." fuck that.im not gonna..why? 2 years man.2 freaking years. im NOT assuming. it was the truth..see? u lied to me since the start of everything. by wad right can U be happy. oh and. fuck off u black dog(i dont mean her.lols.i mean her stead.its random.i know.). better not let me see you.
i saw this in my draft..i didnt post it then because of obvious reasons.
"kill.lets kill! rip out the lungs! suck the heart! dont stop marching..down to the road of blood and sweat.rip off the heads! lets kill!!!
my little angel rejected me.why not?"
i was laughing to this..rofl.
oh and. hi lao ba~!
6:53 AM ~
im bored~!
whats up with the dream that i just had.lololol..why did i dream when we went out together== me, you, him. rofl..good old times.
7:33 PM ~
how many times can a person close his gates?
when one gate closes. another gate is opened.Fate always leave an open gate for a man.how remotely true. when love close, hate opens? that can be true.. i feel as if i forcefully closed my own gates..must be the weather.hmmm..i off to sleep.
10:39 AM ~
im confused.
i feel revengeful when i see her happy..but yet when she needs help i want to lend a helping hand.i dont want to get back with her anymore..i dont know what i want.again
2:14 AM ~
had a awesome game of dota.heh..
i was angry.in fact i am.why not? by what right. by what reason. why not? i have nothing else to say. lol.i tried everything, to the too much extend probably. i would normally say, i wont regret.i did everything i can. but im just feeling empty inside. im hardly interested. im just pointlessly reading manga the whole day.im not even reading anything.lols..im going crazy.damn..
i said before, we are the same type of people. but i really cannot understand why you did that. hell ya.im wrong. i hate it when that happens,
8:44 AM ~
i just read derrick's blog.well said brother.
not that im insulting religions are anything..i just think that finally theres another person that thinks about his own religion.dont get me wrong..i like to criticize my own religion too. to find out what is right for me, and what is wrong for me.i choose to follow whichever i wanna follow.to begin with, Buddhism is really much of a religion anyway..its more of a way of life. tributes to the dead and stuff, its Taoism.rofl.
7:12 PM ~
so u guys when to the same place that we went.lololol...hahas.
damnit. guess what? i actually have a folder to saved every mms(i actually typed "picture msg" because i suddenly forgot mms this word==)..and every msg worth remembering.hahas..
i went to science centre to eat with boon and lao ba..rofl.had to walk pass science centre and i was hoping" she better not be here................==....).talk about randomness. we quarreled after going to the airport.hahas! certains thing happen here and there..lying and stuff.lol.
then when to sing at party world! wahahah..hang on.im hungry..
que sera sera.guess its true now..
8:32 AM ~
